today is such a mess , i 'm currently studying and i just cant seem to absorb all the information with the novel thingy . i just hope i wont fail any papers as that would be really really bad . mama and the others went for the movie PRIEST and i cant go because i'm sitting for my exams tomorrow . how sad is that ? -,- . i feel amazing this morning and afternooon . but suddenly now the mood is actually killing me :( . am i that evil for doing such a thing ? or i'm just not destined with you ? am i suppose to be with this other guy ? and he is being so nice and caring but you are like so far away . hmphh , but i've never loved someone as much as i loved you . this is so depressing and i better eat something before i get mad -___-" . ohkay , i got to study now as i haven't started studying and PMR is getiing closer and i'm still fooling around . bye .
* this post is just an expression of my long lost feelings buried underneath .